Am I really lost or am I found?
I have felt exhausted and yet elated all week. I have an extremely messy house but my daughter turned 1 last week. I hear of other mother's that can clean their homes, do all the shopping, prepare meals for themselves and the poor and all I want to do is sit down and play dollies with my The Girl.
I have gotten no jewelry made in a very long time except custom orders and some repairs of other peoples stuff. The sad part is I am not really missing not beading, I know it will be there when I want to get back to it however it is a part of my business and I feel like I am letting my customers down. They all keep asking for my new stuff and I am supposed to be preparing for a home party in the fall but
I don't wanna.
I want to just play with The Girl and her dolls...